“It takes a little courage, and a little self-control… and some grim determination,
If you want to reach the goal.
It takes a deal of striving, and a firm and stern-set chin.
No matter what the battle, If you really want to win.
There’s no easy path to glory, There’s no road to fame.
Life, however we may view it, Is no simple parlor game;
But it’s prizes call for fighting, For endurance and for grit;
For a rugged disposition and don’t know when to quit.”
With the Spartan Ultra Beast only a few weeks away at this point, it’s safe to say it’s on my mind almost 24/7. I know myself well enough to realize that no matter how much I train, it will never feel like enough. I mean how are you ever supposed to feel prepared for something you’ve never done before? Isn’t the whole point of doing an event like this to GET OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE? (Mission Accomplished!!! I am SO OUT of my comfort zone lol)
I’ve never done a Spartan Race, so I only have an idea of what to expect. I considered signing up for the Super Spartan next weekend, and even running it twice back to back as training- but it’s almost $150. That is a lot of money, especially when you’re paying a mortgage and student loans. Furthermore, realistically, I don’t think running next weekend (or even doing the course twice) is going to dramatically effect whether or not I finish Sept 22nd. At this point, most of my training is already behind me; and there’s not going to be much I could pull of in the next week or two that is going to alter my chances… other than getting injured! Plus, I think I would rather not know what I’m getting myself into…
I keep reminding myself that Spartan Headquarters selected me for a reason. I earned my spot in that race. Up until completing the Ascent, I wasn’t sure how well I believed I could finish; and it bothered me to read comments about how there were too many unqualified people getting in.
However, now I don’t care if other people think I’m un or under-qualified. They clearly don’t know me, what I’ve been through, or what I’m capable of accomplishing when my mind is set. The truth is I don’t need anyone else’s approval to succeed. The fact that I have never done a Spartan Race has absolutely nothing to do with my worthiness to compete or my ability to finish. I don’t need to rattle off my credentials or prove myself to anyone. I am one tough chick, and if they don’t want to see or acknowledge it that’s their problem- not mine.
I didn’t sign up for this race to demonstrate to the world what a badass I am; I signed up to challenge myself. I wanted to push myself to do something I didn’t think I could. I figured I’d send in my application and see what happened. If I got in, I’d take it as a sign from the universe that I could do it and was ready for the challenge. Never in a million years did I imagine what a (pardon the expression) “pissing contest” it would become. I guess I was accustomed to the Spartan Chicked group where everyone is encouraging and supportive of each other without the need for competition.
Maybe it’s the addition of the testosterone, but the Ultra Beast group is constant stream of who is the most awesome, who is going to annihilate the race because “some of us eat courses like this for breakfast”, complaints that there are too many people getting in (I’m sorry, I missed the part about our applications being accepted early on making us superior to everyone else) , and how there are so many unqualified people getting accepted (not sure what credentials are required to be the judge of who is actually qualified, but apparently Spartan Headquarters doesn’t seem to have them). Seriously? Grow up people and worry about yourselves!
I’m not saying that is what every post is like, or even how most of the people in the group are. In reality, it’s probably only a few people (with a constant need to run their mouths), but the comments are a fairly regular occurrence. I just don’t understand the concept of needing to trash other people (people you don’t even know in this case!) to make yourself feel good. Sure, maybe you’re naturally athletic- but did you ever stop and think that maybe that’s your disadvantage? Do you even know what it’s like to really dig deep and work for something? Have you ever pushed yourself to your mental or physical limit? Have you trained through chronic injuries and pain? Have you ever even attempted anything you didn’t already know you would succeed at?
I’d like to think that if you did, you would be supportive of other people trying to do the same instead of looking down your nose at them as if they’re beneath you in some way. I know people who have been accepted in the Ultra Beast with fewer races and less distance covered than me… several, in fact, who have never even covered the distance of a full marathon. That doesn’t mean they shouldn’t have the chance to compete; and it certainly doesn’t make them less deserving than me or anyone else to be there. Running is supposed to be about competing with yourself and having fun in the process. If you’ve lost sight of that then I sincerely feel sorry for you.
- Conquering the Ascent (runningthriver.wordpress.com)
- We Are Spartan (gritandbareit.com)
- Spartan Death Race (trustbelievefaithhopelove.wordpress.com)
- Sparkle: Future Spartan Chick (twigstrong.wordpress.com)
- Are you Spartan enough? (lrfitness.net)
- The Spartan Race Experience (shlsh.wordpress.com)
- Muddy much? Millions drawn to obstacle courses (kansascity.com)