“We all have a comfort zone where everything feels safe and familiar. We tend to not want to venture beyond it, however if we allow ourselves to stay there we will not be challenged, experience personal growth, or learn new and exciting things. In other words, we would stagnate.”
It’s taken me a little while to get to posting. Besides the usual being super busy, I just wasn’t sure what to write about. I have been really on-edge lately, and that has really been bugging me. Wednesday we leave for California and my first Tough Mudder. As excited as I am about getting away and finishing my first obstacle race, I am also equally stressed. I have been pushing myself way outside my comfort zone recently, and this will be another HUGE step. I know I can finish, but I am terrified of a few of the obstacles- specifically the electric shock and under water tunnels. Being underwater makes me claustrophobic. I even hyper-ventilate when I snorkel. I am a little worried that going into a dark tunnel, underwater is going to give me a panic attack. On the bright side, I know that Adam will be there to look out for me; and that is a huge relief! Just knowing he’s there gives me that little boost to push myself a little firther than I would have otherwise.
It is so easy for me to get frustrated with myself for being worn out and stressed, while completely overlooking all the progress I have made recently. I have been more social- spending time not only with my own friends, but with Adam’s. I have let my guard down and really enjoyed the company of new people in my life. I also have tried knee boarding for the first time, and even picked it up quickly! I didn’t think about falling or hurting myself; I just went for it. Adam and his friends were all impressed- they told told me I looked like a professional. lol I think that was a little gracious. They were also all very supportive of my marathon training. It meant a lot to me, since a few of them are marathon and obstacle race veterans!
Tonight I have Boot Camp Session #3, and tomorrow the plan is for a 17 mile run (GPS watch permitting). I have my new hot pink compression sleeves to try out. 🙂 I am hoping to squeeze in a morning Boot Camp Session before we fly out Wednesday too! Saturday will be the first of the three big
races milestones (Tough Mudder, Diva Half Marathon, and Hartford Marathon) I have planned for the fall. I feel like everything is starting to happen so quickly now!!! I am looking forward to getting through all of it and taking a much need break. lol
As far as my missing tapeworm post- it was about how all this training has turned me into the “hungry catepillar” (complete with picture!) and what a chore eating all day has become. I am always hungry! If I don’t eat every 2 hours, I get light-headed and my stomach growls loudly like it has a mind of its own. Training and eating have taken over my life!!! I don’t even want to look at food anymore. There’s no fun in eating. It’s become a challenge to shovel in protein wherever I can get it, as frequently as possible; because despite stuffing my face all day everyday, I still seem to be losing weight. lol
Anyway, there are far worse things I could be plagued with than binge eating and still losing pounds. I hope everyone takes a step outside his/her comfort zone this week!!! Thank you for reading! Questions and comments are always welcome. 🙂
hi! 🙂 i missed a whole bunch of your posts but i finally caught up and wow. you have been so busy and accomplishing so much…i continue to be inspired by you. kneeboarding looks like it was a blast! great job on your leg-melting runs lately. you’re doing a wonderful job of reaching your goals and staying positive.
Thanks Ash! Congrats on your triathlon! You will be ready for the Hartford Marathon in no time! 😉
PS. I highly recommend knee boarding. It’s lots of fun, and a great workout!
thanks jenny! and kneeboarding does seem awesome 🙂 i’ve tried waterskiing a good few times now but never seem to make it up =\ maybe knee boarding would be a better option! i think i’ll wait until next year to try it though…i have some snow skiing to do first !